A Mommy Moment

 

Dear Babies, 

Right before my eyes you are growing and changing faster than I ever imagined.  You each are so full of spirit and life and you each have perfect personalities bursting at the seams!  There is a big chunk of my heart that wants you to remain frozen in time forever, always being a “little” boy and girl that fits perfectly on my lap.  That part of me lives for the moments when we are cuddled up together in your little beds, whispering to each other or saying our prayers.  That chunk of my heart wants for some things to never change.  I want you to always scream my name when I come home.  I want for you to always look at me and tell me I am your best friend.  I want for you to always ask for a kiss and a hug before shutting your eyes.   It is my prayer that you will always look back and say you have had a wonderful life and hopefully remember that the things I so badly wanted when you were little are the things that you will feel have made you life so wonderful .  I hope you remember our night time kisses, our silly songs, our special sayings.  I hope you know with every ounce of your being that you are four of the most loved children on this planet.   Never, ever in a million years will I be able to find the words perfect enough to tell you how deep my love is for you.  It is unimaginable.  It is constant.  It is absolutely true. 

While I realize you will continue to become bigger, smarter and older  – I know I will always look at you and say you are my “baby”.  I am so excited for your futures and all that they hold.  I can only pray that on the journeys you take, you remember how loved and special to my heart you each are! 

I hope you always know with every fiber of your soul how much I love you.

Lots & Lots!